i m tired...

i m tired of the course....
i m tired......
sleepy~~~
i wan sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pls..................
let me sleep gao gao~~~~~

嗯嗯。。

喝点小酒。。
并没有让我比较好过。。。
肚子烧烧的。。。
绞啊胶的。。。。
头脑乱乱的。。。
要爆炸了。。。
压力！！压力！！
压力！！
压力！！！
功课压力已经够了。。。
你又给我。。。
发发牢骚也不行。。。

忙！！忙！！忙！！忙！！忙！！忙！！，茫！！！！

lets see my fixed schedule....

start from today??

9/12/11
7.30pm choir practice..
9.30pm tea time with friends
...........

10/12/11
5.30pm prepare for combine service at nite..
...........

11/12/11
7am choir practice for morning service
8am-9.30am service
9.30am wedding lunch at dewan..
12pm (resting??)
3pm meeting at meligai kapit..
6.15pm choir practice for nite service..
7.15pm-9pm service..

12/12/11
8am to 6.30pm course is running...
7.00pm choir practice..
.........end at around 9pm++

13/12/11
8am to 6.30pm course still running~
7.30pm practice for concert
end around 9pm++

14/12/11
8am- 6.30pm course.....
(still got anytime for my rehearsal?)

15/12/11
8am- 6.30pm course....
7pm~ real performance for CONCERT!!!!!



after u saw all this??
do u think i still got any extra extra time for my assignment and homework??
GOD...please guide and lead me in managing my time....
i cant be like a super woman, work without resting...
i will faint anytime........
pls.....GOD......lead me and guide me.........
especially for the 2 days of rushing to go rehearsal and performance......
how i going to settle??

wow~~~~~~~

i was busy last few days......
and also will be busy until 23/12/2011....
WHY???
the reason is....... i suddenly received a call from my 'ah ma' yesterday....
asked me to join the course for guru prasekolah swasta...
在半知半不知的情况下。。
i said YES to 'ah ma'
then she asked me go to meligai hotel and join them.....
i was wondering my BM standard after i said yes to her....
becoz....i m ald 3 years not use my BM to talk....
once i talk BM sure i will mixed with some BI inside the sentences....==
the moment i m worrying.....
'ah ma' come and told me... they all are weak in BM~~
so we are all learning here and sharing~~
i m starting to join them this two days...
and assignment really made me blur.....==
i hope that wont be my problem.....
Gambateh!!!!
just hope that i can pass the exam with my 半桶水 BM!!
and pass my assignment~~
juz remember tat i got another EXAM on 3/1/12.....
tat is scary~~~~~~OMG~~~
i juz hope i can pass.... i not ask for more from tat........
GOD pls guide and lead me~~~~ amen`



OH ya!!!!!!!!
we are all wearing baju kurung or kebaya during the course....
all of us excited included 'ah ma'
haha.....this was our 1st try~~~~~^^
i think it will be a memorable december for me.......

busy for course + concert + christmas +presentation + exam~~~~~

GOD LEAD ME............^^

❤

当我努力想要拥有，
当我自私的时候。。。
努力想要得到的时候。。
你让我知道。。要有个人的空间。。
你让我知道，自由的重要。。

结果。。
当我知道，自由和个人空间的重要的时候。。
你却认为我变了。。。

当我慢慢习惯一个人。。。之后的之后。。
我慢慢适应的时候。。或许已经不需要你。。
是这样的吗？
其实我也不清楚。。

有时候~

有时候。。真想大哭一场。。
狂喝一场，醉倒一次。。。
真的希望可以找到发泄的方式。。
这个不行，那个不可以。。那样不可以。。
这个人坏，要远离。。
那个人不好。。少参与。。
这个地方不可以去。。
那个地方杂。。。

可以去这个地方吗？？
不可以。。因为酱酱酱。。。酿酿酿~~
==
有时候我真的累了。。。
觉得很烦。。
这个时候，无论你对我说什么。。
我根本听不进。。。。。
我可以自己做选择吗？？
我不是小孩子了。。。
不踏出去哪里知道外面是怎样？

到最后。。其实我也知道你们是为我好。。。
谢谢你们。。。。==
haiz~~~