怎么办？

他跟我说～～要说清楚～～
不要浪费我的时间～～
也不要浪费他的时间～
现在问题是～我不想放·
可是～我不得不那么做～～
然后～他说他享受被爱的感觉～
谁不享受呢？
还有～～她说道好像什么都很懂～很厉害～
自己呢？我真的想不到～她是这种人～
你们原来真的不了解我～～
我真的上了很多人～～我要加油～
少说话～
不说话的我～是不会伤到别人的～
加油～～我要变～变～～变～～～
变到少话的我～～开玩笑还是继续～
意见我会少说～
你们等着吧～
你说他不好～他也未必认为你好啊～～
你们互数对方～～对旁人而言～是在看你们笑话～～
说别人无知的人～通常也不一定是知道很多的人～～

惊讶～

怎么会？？
我到底我该怎么办？？？
KKJ还是El?
谁谁？？到底是谁？？
我该怎么做？
才不会违背良心？？
主啊～～求主带领～～

assignment～还没搞定～～
怎么办？？我要快～
快点搞定～～

怎样？？

我 不出声～不代表我接受～

我不出声～不代表我不生气～

我不出声～不 代表我不在意你说什么～

你觉得我EQ很高吗？？
你觉得我不会生气你？？
我是心软～你找我的时候～就舍不得生气你罢了～
我真的不明白你在想什么～～
你现在是要怎样？？
我是不是应该狠一点？
你不要约我了·～我会尽量拒绝你～～

你会什么？

除了让我心惊胆跳～
除了让我七上八下～
你什么都不会！～
说话重来就不会说好好～

blur blur lo~~~

class class class......
back back back....
sleep sleep sleep.....
then mop mop mop the floor....
cook and eat....
tats all for my life on 16/6/10
then 7.30PM++
KKJ online ~
we chat a while...
he said still in office...OT...
so pity la...
10pm ++ only can bek ~~
then i acc him for his dinner( supper)
haiz~
he blamed me coz i chat with him...made him cant finish his work..
so bad la...
always bully me...
er...
he talk much today~(i mean chatting)
haha~
nid to wake up him later morning~
hope myself can wake up la~
haha~i think can la~ wan 4am ald now~
wahahah~
so~ i wan sleep liao~
hope can c u tomolo~~
miss u~~
^^
jia you for ur day~

i miss u la!!!

blerk
i
miss
u~
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operation~~hahaha~

am i smart??
hahaha
ermm...
but then look funny la this picture~~
kakaz~~
er~~
today our practical..
all of our H10 classmates done well~~
thx a lot for those who helping~~
we are working in a team~~
thx all~~
miss tina said~~
me, jsen and kee kiat done the best for today~~~
sim and adrian also not bad~~
i so happy~~
this is the 1st time i serving~
i can done tat good....
mean i can do it if i really wan to be~~
^^
thx GOD~~
praying is always useful~
GOd is always listen to us~
thx~~
today~~~
KOoi KJ din reply my sms~~
then when i finish washing my cloth~~~
he called...
asked me go for supper~~is his dinner~
i din order any drink and also food~~
coz i really felt unwell~
i felt wan to vomit~~
uncomfortable la~~
hate!!!!!!
i dunwan to get sick~
i dunwan~~
he care about me??
he said...
asked me take good care...
dun get sick~
he said~~this and that~~
hahaha~~
the conclusion is...
i wan sick~~==|||
hahaha~~blerks~

the post is so long~~actually ntg important,,,dun read~

today~~
we having brunch together~~
fancy mee...
u keep said that the sun light is so nice~
kept playing with it~~
then when the time we back~~
i rush like ghost~~
coz they din inform us tat the gospel car is coming earlier~
so i m sweating~when rushing~
i hate sweating!!!!
after reached church~
i walk around~~
the time praise and worship~
i stand beside the door~
but then my bag is putting on the chair
which in laz role of the church~~
then u came late....
straight stand beside the seat which i put my bag~
is it becoz i asked u sit beside me then u only do tat??
or u urself wan to sit with me ??
erm.....
after tat u din go for dinner with us...
also din come for meeting....
KY was angry lo~
but then his EQ is so high~
he keep the feeling in heart but not angry at us~
some of the ppl cant do tat....
then u asked me...
free o not...
brought me go to chow kit to pass something to FX sister...
then i mah follow u lO~~
but then ~
until now~
i still dun understand why u will asked me go with u??
i dunno the reason...
is it u juz nid someone to acc u to go there??
if this is the reason..
why u brought me to take a ride around...??
which not straight send me bek to home??
i m wondering~
i dunno how to explain all this...
i also dunno how to ask u~
i really dunno how to ask??
i knw u also wont answer me properly~~
according to ur style~
which like to joke and play~
so?
wat should i do??
keep waiting mah?

Kwk JJj blerk~~~

^^
^^
^^
^^
miss u

^^ m i dreaming?

today~~
when i asked u reached home ald??
then u asked me bek~~
is it wan to having dinner with u...
i said yes...
but then i din eat..
i c u eat.....^^
u talk a lot today also~~
wat is ur feeling??
u like me mah?
har?
or juz treat me as ur sister??
said mw~~
u juz treat me as ur sister....
but then...
wat i saw and feel is not as mw said...
wat should i do now?
i also dunno...
when u wan to let me knw??
i dun dare to ask u...
i scare u will answer me like laz time u said...
i scare u asked me..
[so wat??]
scary....
i dun dare to ask tat....

nice day~~^^

meet with u~~
having meal with u~~
u talk a lot today~~
i felt so happy when saw u talk a lot with me~~
thx luang~~
thx~~
thx for said tat my hair look up comfortable~~
thx~~
love u and miss u~~always~

one day~

today will be the 2nd days o not??
we din contact each other....
i tired..
i sleepy liao...
cried laz nite......
after listen to someone....
wat he said...is rite....
i also think tat before...
but then....
he knw how to manage and give concern to ppl.
but then....he never listen to us~~
we all so sad and angry about him~~
no medicine to save him liao~
i so suprise after i heard he talk i cried...
my Goodness.....
cant imagine...
i really sot liao~

i so hurt~!!!

no ppl going to knw my feeling~~
i will keep it inside my deep deep heart~~
coz i dunwan let u all to knw wat m i thinking~~
i so hurt~~
u said....use ur brain la~
u hurt me when u said this~
but i think u dunno about it...
i din told u also...
i will think....told u for wat??
u will juz said~~is me myself dun get wat u said...
normal ppl will understand...
i admit .....i m stupid~
to act tat i din sad....
i juz said...my brain spoiled when i heard u said tat use my brain to think~~
i knw~i m stupid~~
the conclusion today is....
i get hurt becoz of my stupid~